Sunday, July 02, 2006
I Asked Darla V.
I did it. I asked Darla V. if she would join me. I know. I know it's wrong and early and all that, but I see something in her that I need.
And I don't feel like dieing anytime soon. I need her help. I don't know what she has to offer, exactly, but she knows me and comforts me.
I don't know guys. I think that she knows what I'm trying to do. She gets pissed when she thinks I'm doing the wrong thing, and says nothing when she things I'm seeing straight.
But I asked.
I'll know soon if she wants to try this with me.
She doesn't know about this blog at all. I stopped telling people personally about this blog.
It's a big step and I need your help. I don't know if I should do it alone anymore, or with her, or whatever.
I don't want to do it alone anymore.