Wednesday, June 28, 2006

I Had So Much Energy


I had so much energy, then it happened. My will got the best of me.

I had this dream, a using dream. I drempt I drank. All was well, but...it came out of noware. It was strong. I don't like this feeling. I mean, really, I've achived so much, yet where the hell did this come from?

Without Wax,

3 comments:

Designer Girl said...

Don't freak out because you're having dreams. It doesn't mean you're going to use. Sometimes it's even your subconscious helping you to steel yourself against relapsing. It's like, your brain kind of goes through the what ifs, then you wake up, realize it didn't happen, and you're a little more aware that you need to be on your guard or whatever.

Fenris_Ulf said...

If you are worried put some extra effort into the program for a while.

Trudging said...

We have all had these. Don't worry, keep doing the program