That's exactly how I feel. I just let down a good friend by drinking my ass off. And he knew it. He let someone else fix his problem. He knew I could do it, better, cheaper, faster, cleaner, ... He just knew I was to drunk too do it.
And then I found my ex-wife. She was not to found of me.
So, this day is much like this photo.
Actually, this photo makes me feel like...well like a way I've felt sometimes.
A sad girl I once cheered up....for a bit; but then, when reality set in...she got sadder....it sucks!